Monday( 20/9/2010)
i'm not sure if he actually likes me...
or he actually still likes me....
i mean...
when i wanted to call bryan woo for xinyi,
he saw and smiled.
*knocks head on the table
then...
after school, he saw me and stared after assembly....
i'm not being perasan or what
but,
true story....
lyk last thursday....
*flashback
**try to picture it in your heads...
my mum let us (me + lil sis)buy ice cream and stuff...
after my sis's violin class at usj 11
so we went to the seven-11 at the back
i walk into seven-11,
and i saw him and his 2 friends....
we quickly walk to the ice cream area
he was buying slurpee.
*wanted to have that but he spoil my slurpee mood =(
then my sis picked her ice cream and we went to the cashier.
waitd in line
our turn
quickly pay.
when we were paying,
i heard him talking and he just suddenly stop.
his frind:" what's up?" to him.
we walk out with my legs shaling like jelly...
XP
so i hv no idea if he noticed that i was in the same room as him...
haiz...
dunno whata do!!!
give me some thought kay??
Tuesday (21/9/2010)
I DIDN'T SEE HIM AT ALL TODAY!!!!!!
not exactly at all but i didn't really see him...
haiz....
i have a feeling he doesn't like me anymore or has never liked me and i have just been aan ass....
HE IS SOOOO DIFFERENT AFTER THE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!
i really really like him....
but i totally have no hope to be with him...
haiz.....
if you're reading this,
I LOVE YOU!!!!
maybe i don't...
BUT
if you're really actually reading this,
Do you love me?
okay.... love is a word too strong....
do you LIKE me?
i know why you're not in a relationship.
you're sared your heart might get broken again....
btu i won't do that to you...
I LIKE YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!!
you're cute, nice, sweet, adorable and totally charming!!!!
i like you for who you are not how you look!!!!
i hated you at first but hten i got to know you and realize you are really nice!!!
i really really like you....
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT!!!!!!!!????????
nvm...
you'll never love me...
i'm unlovable...
i just wasted/ wasting my time...
I LOVE YOU!!!!!
wednesday(22/9/2010)
again, i didn't really see him....
my gut tells me, he:
a) he doesn't like me.
b) he hates me
c) he thinks i'm annoying
d) all of the above
haiz....
this sucks....
after school, the stupid girl, xxxxxxxxxx,
she and her ugly friend were like glaring at me and insulting me.
I T PISSES ME OFF!!!!!!
you want him sooooo much?
why did you break with him in the 1st place, huh????
sam-pat....
i can like live without him anyways!!!!
Pet pet.....
" I knoe she jealous of me because i'm with xxxxxxxxx"
MY pet pet laa!!!!
sam-pat!!!!
then there's anotheer ass...
let's call her girl-with-the-real-looking-fake-boobs.
in short: GWRLFB
LoL.....
YOU THINK I"M JEALOUS OF YOU???!!!
EAT SHIT LEA!!!!!!
dun give a damn about you!!! at least my boobs are real!!!
EAT SHIT LEA!!!!!!
dun give a damn about you!!! at least my boobs are real!!!
flat ma flat laa!!!
why the hell go put silicones and wear 2 BRAS FOR!!!!!
shitter........
so pissed now....
I HATE YOU IDIOTS!!!!!
SOOOOOOOO PISSED!!!!!!!
p.s. i hate you.....
now i'll give myself a justin bieber pic to make me happy.
=))
