I, am not the kind of girl, who should be rudely barging in ona white veil occasion... Did I get it right???

Definitions by: Bernie
taylor swift= awesome music.
justin bieber= the awesome entertainer
usher= the great dancer/singer
katy perry= the fine, fresh, fierce babe
lady gaga= the most influencial singer alive
M.Jackson= the great King Of Pop. In short=K.O.P. (doesn't make sense, i know)
For Audrey: Wang Leehom=A great Music Man.
Selena Gomez= The sweet singing girl

That's about it....
These are the music people I admire!!!! Love them....

LOVE:
Bernadine

Daily updates...(been writing it down...)

Monday( 20/9/2010)

i'm not sure if he actually likes me...

or he actually still likes me....

i mean...

when i wanted to call bryan woo for xinyi,

he saw and smiled.

*knocks head on the table

then...

after school, he saw me and stared after assembly....

i'm not being perasan or what

but,

true story....

lyk last thursday....

*flashback

**try to picture it in your heads...

my mum let us (me + lil sis)buy ice cream and stuff...

after my sis's violin class at usj 11

so we went to the seven-11 at the back

i walk into seven-11,

and i saw him and his 2 friends....

we quickly walk to the ice cream area

he was buying slurpee.

*wanted to have that but he spoil my slurpee mood =(

then my sis picked her ice cream and we went to the cashier.

waitd in line

our turn

quickly pay.

when we were paying,

i heard him talking and he just suddenly stop.

his frind:" what's up?" to him.

we walk out with my legs shaling like jelly...

XP

so i hv no idea if he noticed that i was in the same room as him...

haiz...

dunno whata do!!!

give me some thought kay??

Tuesday (21/9/2010)

I DIDN'T SEE HIM AT ALL TODAY!!!!!!

not exactly at all but i didn't really see him...

haiz....

i have a feeling he doesn't like me anymore or has never liked me and i have just been aan ass....

HE IS SOOOO DIFFERENT AFTER THE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!

i really really like him....

but i totally have no hope to be with him...

haiz.....

if you're reading this,

I LOVE YOU!!!!

maybe i don't...

BUT

if you're really actually reading this,

Do you love me?

okay.... love is a word too strong....

do you LIKE me?

i know why you're not in a relationship.

you're sared your heart might get broken again....

btu i won't do that to you...

I LIKE YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!!

you're cute, nice, sweet, adorable and totally charming!!!!

i like you for who you are not how you look!!!!

i hated you at first but hten i got to know you and realize you are really nice!!!

i really really like you....

WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT!!!!!!!!????????

nvm...

you'll never love me...

i'm unlovable...

i just wasted/ wasting my time...

I LOVE YOU!!!!!

wednesday(22/9/2010)

again, i didn't really see him....

my gut tells me, he:

a) he doesn't like me.

b) he hates me

c) he thinks i'm annoying

d) all of the above

haiz....

this sucks....

after school, the stupid girl, xxxxxxxxxx,

she and her ugly friend were like glaring at me and insulting me.

I T PISSES ME OFF!!!!!!

you want him sooooo much?

why did you break with him in the 1st place, huh????

sam-pat....

i can like live without him anyways!!!!

Pet pet.....

" I knoe she jealous of me because i'm with xxxxxxxxx"

MY pet pet laa!!!!

sam-pat!!!!

then there's anotheer ass...

let's call her girl-with-the-real-looking-fake-boobs.

in short: GWRLFB

LoL.....

YOU THINK I"M JEALOUS OF YOU???!!!
EAT SHIT LEA!!!!!!
dun give a damn about you!!! at least my boobs are real!!!

flat ma flat laa!!!

why the hell go put silicones and wear 2 BRAS FOR!!!!!

shitter........

so pissed now....

I HATE YOU IDIOTS!!!!!

SOOOOOOOO PISSED!!!!!!!

p.s. i hate you.....

now i'll give myself a justin bieber pic to make me happy.

=))

wkk, i luv you...

i'm a lovesick puppy...

i'm thking of you lyk crazy...

cnt u see tat??!!

i thk of u everyday, every minute and every damn second...

i jus wanna be wif u...

this,

is a completely stupid post...

YAY ME FOR WINNING TALENT SEARCH!!!!

i dunno what to do...

I dunno what to do...
Okay,
First,
I dunno if he likes me.
Second,
What if he does?
The full story...
Ok, not exactly full but still...
It started yesterday...

his friend din come yesterday as it was the last day of skul.
sohe was considered lonely.
he sat at the back of his class just at te spot where i can see him.
then i caught him a few times looking over. P.S. don't thk me perasan.
then during his recess...
he went to the toilet just right i tturn around to talk to my friend, siew mann,
then i saw him looking...
when he saw me looking at him,
and he quickly look away.
and i oso pai sei oso look away lor. cuz i lyk the dude too.
then he went down for recess.
saw him look up at least 5-6 times.
before that i went to give him back his geo folio annd his face was red.
very red.
then his ffriends oso suspect tat he lyks me
i dunno...
im so confused...
what to do...
urgh!!!
ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
dear frenz,
pls helpme with this.
thx!!
love
bernadine
xoxo
TTFN

Recent Life....

life's so boring now a days...
but...
I'm joining ballet again!!
so happy!!
i noe...
no one will find this interesting...
except a few ballet pals...
in my life there are a few important ppl...
samantha,catrena,xinyi,xin yun,chanice,
rachel,claudia,daphne,megan eng &woon,
and a lot more....
too much(uncountable)
tat's bout it...
TTFN...
bye... luv ya!!
*hugs & kisses!!

Hari Kantin rocked!!!!

2day was my school's Hari Kantin( as you all know frm my title). we had soooooooo much freakin FUN baby!!!!!

we had 2 haunted hse, a lot of food and drinks stall and a lot of games and stuff.

Me, Catrena, Magen(Woon), Xin Yun and Sarah( yes she came although she not frm USJ 12) went to the haunted hse together. we screamed frm the start till the end!!!!! that was how fun it is!! P.S. the haunted hse we went was made by Catrena's bro's class.


then, after the haunted hse, i went to play this water game with Daphne which eventually became to with a lot of ppl untill i was sooo wet that water was in my skin( this is just a way to descibre how wet i was, it's not true)
and i saw my crush.(!!!!) SOOOOOOOOOOOO HOT!!!!!!!!

yea, that's about it. then i went home with amanda(tham).

so, that's about it. that's how my hari kantin went.
P.S. Megan (woon) were singing "BABY" by Justin Bieber while waiting to go to the haunted hse.

CIAO!!!!


XOXO,
BERNADINE

Hey m@ p22ps!!You no3 what? Now, come 2 think of it, I'm kinda luvin my N3W secondary school life!!
I no3 it's unbelievable, but I REALLY REALLY LOVE it!!!

I'm in SMK USJ 12, 1 Finnix(a.k.a the NOISIEST class in the whole afternoon session!! P.S. I think I have a BIG luck for ALWAYS getting into noisy classes.I was in THE NOISIEST class too in primary.~~), I have great friends and THE greatest class family.

MY FAMILY= Lucas(dad), Jeremy( younger brother),Siew Mann(1st daughter), Rachel( 2nd daughter) and Xin Yi(youngest daughter).BTW, they all have facebook. They're really the greatest ppl to have as friends-family. If you guys are reading this, I wanna tell you guys/girls I love you!!

My classmates are: Leshanad(I'm not sure HOW to spell his name), Karshini, Khartini(no, they're not twins), Kalaivani, Sujitra, Kiran, Naveen, Naomi, Nazira, Allysa, Hassha, Hanis, Norman, Mikail, Farhan, Arif, Amir, Mau Reen, Lun Xin, Chanice, My family, Kevin, Kelvin, Bow Man, Xie Yie, Shar Mun, Cerene, Xie Wei, Ren Wei, Chun Ming, and a lot more.(sry if I didn't write your name here)Some of them are a great bunch.



Well, I think that's all for now.
Bye~~

Love frm,
Bernadine.